how shall i put it…it had felt great initially…after a while the feeling was lost….there were negative things which bothered me alot….i was upset….very…thats all i can say
lost
i feel so lost…suddenly my friends are like gone…i really need to relax…being cooping up all my problems…is there an end to it….
exhausted
i am finally exhausted…body just could not take it…maybe the past few weeks i have been workng too bloody hard… pushing my physical and mental strength….or maybe i am just taking on too much now…overwhelmed..totallly exhausted…body refused to move
rest finally
i finally got my off day tmr…hoping its finally here…its being a bad few days…lost control of ordering…first i had 4m3 of wastage and now today i had 2m3…..damn….i need to buck up….getting better in some ways but worse in others…oh well…i will get better….being quite busy recently…haa my big fat mouth…..ask for challenge and [...]
mroe money??
ooo it has been a long time since i updated here..lets see
i got my self an imac…cool 24′ inch screen…loving it…thats my new wife there…heee
work wise has gotten better….they gave me a new responsibility doing excavation and struts and carpark…cool…its something which i enjoy more ….however its killing me again….more responsibility but more working hours [...]
