Recently i had a breakdown. I really crashed and up till now i have not recovered. We broke up. I was convinced that she was the one for me. I know there are times when i apply alot of pressure on certain stuff but i am trying to back down on that. I think she is just not ready for a mature relationship. There will be problems but its all about how we settle them. She has asked for time to consider. I dun think its consider. She just do not know how to break it to me and wants to use time to let the relationship die off. She has not shown any care or reply to any of my msgs. Thats cold blooded considering what we have been through. This is not even a big problem.
I have resigned from my job with 2 weeks notice. I need a break. I am going off to a place i didnt think i would go. How am i to recover from this let down. I tried to go out but realised that i will start to break down thinking of all the things we have done in all those places. I cannot face the world yet. I do not know how.]
Someone pls help me. I am just a finger away from giving up.
