I am walking around like a zombie. Not really knowing what i should do. Serving out my notice is horrible when i just do not have any motivation. Luckily they post me to projects which are really slack.
I met jaslin at work. I used to have a crush on her. I call her my ice princess really really cold attitude. No reply to msgs or emails. Does not really talk much to others. But hell she is really rich. She is just meant to be a rich tai tai in future. She cannot survive in a tough environment. Then again who am i to critise her when i cannot survive as well. At least she has a rich family to back her. Would be nice to talk to her more as a friend.
Can i recover? Can i be a better man? I need time. I need a miracle. She used to be my miracle but no longer.Makes me think i am not meant to have a good life. Do i really have to struggle my whole life? Is this a test of me? Questions question questions……
