abit boring recently…work has become meaningless….its like missing some motivation….got a whole bunch of drawings to study but how to when i have to maintain the image of site stuff….
went clubbing on sat with edwin friends…stayed till 4 am..wow…realised that clubbing is no longer my thing…..lost that motivation…seeing other people there though made me realise [...]
stale work and life
bad day
today was a bad day…i dun know whether its right or wrong…i wanted to cast first then followed by water feature walll…in the end i casted the slab till 7…sigh…i delayed another company casting till late…am i wrong?? kenna screwed by my senior engineer badly…abit embarrassing to be scolded by another singaporean…i dun know why…sigh…today [...]
cascadia
just got transferred to cascadia for nearly two weeks…firstly i got to say that bfc people are quite bad…tell me the facts i can face it…why wait till the last moment then inform me that i am transferring…i only got 1 day to prepare…what the hell sia…rubbish…
now lets talk about this new place….totally different environment…RTo [...]
korean songs
lately being listening to korean songs…attracted to those girl groups …fav now …SNSD!!!!! so pretty!!! sigh…the song sorry sorry also not bad…quite ke yan…haaaa
where am i?
being feeling depressed recently. unable to concentrate for the whole week. just not in the right mind and my body is reacting in exactly the same way. off too
near yet so far..far always will be
being feeling weird recently… old feelings are coming back…the feeling of what could have been if i had done things differently ten years ago. i miss it. i love it. i want it. so near yet so far. far always will be
slow days
work has been slow since i came back….guess all the major stuff has been completed. i can finally concentrate on the work instead of being so divided….better to focus on one than to be every where….
trip
finally i took my long awaited trip.this time i went to malaysia taiwan and tioman. i wun go into specifics since i am not that kind of person. however it felt great going about all alone. travelling alone is a new experience. i went about without any communication devices. i was uncontactable. even though i [...]
golden castle
being really sick for the past few days…..shit sia…think the stress really buildng up….oh yah…i got pissed drunk…puked and puked and puked sia…..haaa…had great fun at the pub…made some really great friends….shoik
so tired
damn i am so bloody tired…ever since that idiot went on leave i have had so much work…on one hand i am doing so much cooordination but i am like runing so many places…my leg is killing me…..i wish i can just concentrate on one thing…..so many things…i have to read drawings of 3 places, [...]
