I joined a gym finally. I paid lots of money. Money which i think will help me to get past this misery days. At the same time, i want to get better look better and BE BETTER. Perhaps i should be a fitness freak.
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Recently she contacted me again and we had some words regarding each other. She told me some awful news. News that i didnt know would happened esp so fast. She was attached and she had intimate contact. Honestly i was stunned. My answer to her was i can forgive all that she did as long [...]
I ran my novetly run today. Its nice to know that i can still do it regardless of the time. It was so claustraphobic running at the staircase. I was screaming for air. I met an ex after that. Seems like 2 runs 2 exes…..Is my past catching up with me? Someone thought of introducing [...]
It has been 2 plus months since that night. I still cannot let it go. i have no idea how to pick myself up. Everyday i stare blankly at my life. Its so meaningless. I really miss her alot. Been at my new work for a month. Learning alot of things. Really glad that i [...]
My New Year Resolutions. 1- Concentrate on my job. I want my money and my promotion. It is my objective to get them to promote me within two years. 2- Lose 10kg. I want my old look back. I want to pass my IPPT without killing myself. 3- Run a marathon. 4-Have fun. No more [...]
It has been a lousy month. I have not been this down ever. My relationship ended. This was something which i had not thought was possible. This was a relationship which i thought would work out, someone whom i actually wanted to marry. Inside my heart, i knew it was not possible when she treated [...]
I am walking around like a zombie. Not really knowing what i should do. Serving out my notice is horrible when i just do not have any motivation. Luckily they post me to projects which are really slack. I met jaslin at work. I used to have a crush on her. I call her my [...]
Recently i had a breakdown. I really crashed and up till now i have not recovered. We broke up. I was convinced that she was the one for me. I know there are times when i apply alot of pressure on certain stuff but i am trying to back down on that. I think she [...]
Recently i went for an interview for project manager position in a developer. It got my head spinning. Its not a big company like CDL or Keppel or Far East. I would say its a medium size developer. It has been around close to 40plus years. First interview was with the project director. Shit. 1hr30mins in total. [...]
Another post about you. I am proud of myself. I spend what i earn. Not parents not family. I have a job and i work at it. You take your parents money. You drive a car with your parents money. You go for frequent holidays with your parents money. You buy fancy IT gadgets with [...]
